HI Honey,
I haven't written on here in a while. I am sorry. I just get busy with my day to day, and I forget to stop and reflect, and to think about you. I guess, in a way, that is good. It is good, because I am not allowing my grief to overtake my life... but sad, at the same time, because I am not thinking about you. For that, I am sorry.
I have been watching the kids for Jacob the past couple days. I have really enjoyed it. I think it really helps me to be there, knowing that I am helping Jacob, and helping you- even though you are no longer here. It makes me feel connected to you.
Abigail is getting so big! She can almost sit up by herself, and she tries really hard to crawl, but she gets frustrated, and falls back down on her belly. When she drinks her bottle, she likes to hold it herself. The last time I was feeding her, she kept crying, because I wouldn't let her do it by herself. She is going to be quite the little independent girl :-)
Ethan and I pretended to be race car drivers today. That was really fun for him. I loved hearing him laugh. I would say "Ready, set, go!" and he would peddle his little legs so fast and race down the sidewalk. I then started "running" beside him, and he thought that was the coolest thing. He is so cute. I love playing with him.
I should really be doing homework, but I have no motivation. So, I will leave it for tomorrow. :-p
Love and miss you!
Nickie